Mobster to Messenger

Why I Created This Site

I spent 15 years in prison for crimes I thought were unforgivable.

Haunted by guilt, shame, and regret until I discovered grace that went deeper than my past.

This site is for anyone who thinks they’re beyond God’s mercy.

If God could forgive a mobster like me, there’s hope for you.

The night after committing an unspeakable crime, I did heroin for the first time.

I thought it would help me relax. Instead, it stopped my heart.

I flatlined for nearly eight minutes.

But death wasn’t what changed me.

My name is Stephen “Stevie” DiCenso. I was part of a renegade Mafia crew in Boston during the 1990s. We robbed drug dealers. We committed violent crimes.

And I lived like someone who didn’t believe there’d ever be a judgment.

But I was wrong.

I survived that overdose, but I didn’t feel relieved. I felt condemned.

For years afterward, I lived with a deep sense of guilt, searching for forgiveness, but never feeling worthy enough to receive it.

Even though I believed Jesus was real, I couldn’t imagine Him forgiving someone like me.

Fifteen years later, in the middle of all my shame and self-loathing, I heard a voice speak clearly to my heart:

“I’ve forgiven you already. Now it’s time to forgive yourself.”

That moment changed everything.

This site is for the person who thinks:

• “I’ve gone too far.”

• “God could never forgive someone like me.”

• “Maybe He loves others, but not me.”

I know what that feels like. But here’s what I’ve learned:

God’s grace isn’t for the perfect. It’s for the desperate. The broken. The ashamed. The ones who cry out in the dark.

And Jesus answers.

I created WillGodForgiveMe.com to share what He’s done in my life, and to show you He can do the same in yours.

You’ll find real stories, raw struggles, and the truth about who God is, not who religion says He is.

I was a mobster. Now I’m a messenger.

Not because I earned it.

Because Jesus never gave up on me.

If He didn’t give up on me…

He hasn’t given up on you.

Want the full story?

I wrote a book that tells it all: An unspeakable crime, the darkness, the moment I flatlined, and the redemption that followed.

It’s called:

Divine Retribution? Mobster Saved By Grace

I refuse to profit from what Jesus did in my life. The Kindle ebook is always free, or grab the paperback for just Amazon’s print cost.
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Because this story isn’t just mine. It might be the one that speaks to you.

Get the free eBook here ➔

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